Deep dive… into the matrix!
Let’s speculate that we are in a simulation? That reality is a program, created by collective consciousness. There is evidence to support this theory. I’m just saying that one should keep an open mind, as you read further.
If reality is created by our collective consciousness, in theory we have potential to have greater will power than that of those around us. This is not an easy task, but it is possible! Especially if one lives more isolated and has less of a direct connection to the world around them (on a personal level) as I do.
I myself have achieved supernatural experiences, in my life. Such as the time when I was stabbed by a mugger, and the wound (which was 4” into my neck!) closed itself up and healed before the emergency medic arrived. Their exact words…
If we give you stitches it would slow the healing process down. The wound has closed up on its own already.
They gave me a gauze bandage and sent me home!
In another uncommon event, I was outside my cabin with neighbors visiting on an uncommonly warm December night. We saw three very large shadows walking towards us. The two people I was with, shined the flashlight towards them, to indicate we were here, none of us showing any fear or concern.
These three figures walked towards us. Known as the ant people by the Hopi tribe, (in the Hopi language “ant friends” translates into “AnuNaki” I don’t believe this is a coincidence!).
these beings were 8-13 feet tall, black like polished obsidian. Resembling something like a praying mantis and a giant humanoid being.
The three of us were taken with them to the portal to inner earth. (I have full recollection of the entire experience, my friends only remember meeting them and then waking up in the cabin some hours later). I still communicate and work directly with these beings, tangibly and through an etheric connection we share. Our first meeting was some five years ago.
Fast forward to my present reality, and I am building an earthen home, out of sand bags. I am facing a few challenges with reinforcing it for the winds here (which can reach 100 miles per hour.). But I am making progress. My reason for bringing this up. In our modern world, this is a very unconventional building method! It is something I was guided to do, perhaps even by the ant people. As they know all about the earth and building within it, as they built tunnels into the earth and live underground.
Our ability to influence the matrix can even affect our tangible self. I am now turning 55 in March, and still told by most that, not only do I still look like I am in my 30s, but that those who visit me state that “I look younger than the last time they visited”
My personal belief, and what I am being told, is that I am basically “immortal” … a demigod, if you will. That I will live as long as I choose to, barring extreme injury (like decapitation).
For one to achieve this level, they must be in good health (mentally, physically and spiritually). When one achieves “immortality” it does not heal previously existing conditions. You will continue on as you are, when the change happens.
One lesson I have learned about the concept of “immortality” is that detachment is essential! It’s not that one needs to not have people (or animals) around them for comfort or support, but that they recognize that “you will probably live longer than any of them, so accept their company, but do not rely on it”.
I guess my point with all this is…
We are capable of far greater than we are told! In almost every aspect of our being. But obtaining this ability is not easy, because we need to forget everything we are told, everything society tells us, our own belief needs to be stronger!
I’m not saying that I will live “forever” but I am saying that, I feel as though I will be here for a very long time! And I choose to embrace this reality! Because I know that humanity needs help! We need “people” with the strength and conviction to endure the challenges of this existence, and always will!
This is the role that I play, on the theater of the absurd we call human life.


